My next appointment with the GIC is at the end of next month, hopefully that’ll be the appointment that fires up my HRT and if I said I’m not scared, I’d be lying.
My transition is moving in a perfect direction, I wouldn’t change it for anything and I know I’m making the right decisions, but I’m scared that moving forward with my transition will be moving backwards in terms of dating and finding somebody to create memories with.. Spending the rest of my life on my own is scary.
Regardless, I’m also very much excited to get started on HRT and that is enough to outweigh any concerns I have. I’m probably overthinking, I’m only 27 and I like to believe I have a bright future ahead of me, I’m willing to take risks to get there.